Battefield

Current music: Russian roulette- Rihanna

Current mood: pissed but yet so calm

i am so pissed of by _______________ but yet i dont feel angry. maybe thats because we've drifted too far apart for me to feel a thing.

maybe that's how its gonna be next year.

i still remember that look on your face when i saw you, thats something i'll never forget.

it was ______.

i thought we were friends, but i guess not.

when i saw your ____, i was so shocked to see what you _____.

i didnt know you thought that way of us.

totally disappointment but i guess thats just the way it is.

maybe thats how our lives are meant to be.

friends, but not till the end.

leave unsaid, unspoken

Current music: Broken-hearted girl- Beyonce

Current mood: full of regrets but hopeful

omg the year is coming to an end and all i did this holiday was go for dance&musical pract&going for church stuff etcetcetc.

totally no time for myself ):

i was just telling serene&joey[ no order] about my holiday and how i wasn't able to have me-time ): ):

my holiday was totally burnt due to a never ending schedule of stuff for me. sigh

but I'm totally glad that i didn't waste my holidays rotting like some fool[ no offence] because i spent my time doing so many stuff that i love :)

ya okay just went to kl last week-ish.

so happy omg so funny every night we would watch those shows in the hotel room until i fell asleep heheh.

okay i had so much fun having time to rest ahh~

anyway just had dance pract today so tiring but so fun.

anyway i totally need to buy my school stuff cause school's reopening in like a few days!

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Happy Birthday Adelene!!!!!!!!!!

sorry this is so delayed, anyway i hope you had a great celebration!

seeyou soon!

<3

happy.happy.happy.

Current music: Bad Romance- Lady Gaga

Current mood: Happy.

i've been feeling really happy nowadays, esp today.

cause there's only 2 more days till we go kl!

yes i know its just kl but omg its so cool im finally taking a break from everything i am so happy!

there's other stuff too like dance ends @ 4 on tues which means i can make it on time to mcg cause i am the game master & we're suppose to be there @ 12 i think.

anyway, im also very happy cause its christmas~

even though i dont feel any christmas spirit yet, i know i will feel it soon!

hahah, oh anyway, yesterday's pre-christmas service was so funny& the answer was also very lame.

hahahah anyway off to watch welcome 2 taiwan cause my mum wants me to watch it.

Level Up!

Current music: Bad Romance- Lady Gaga

Current Mood: tired&happy

had church camp on monday, which is called Level Up.

i've learnt so many things throughout this 3 day camp.

i am so tired now also because i only slept for an hour yesterday.

anyway, omg we had l4d live! during camp.

hahaha so funny we were all running like crazy.

hahahah!

anyway yay im so happy i've met all my camp objectives.

oh btw OMG THE TABLE TENNIS GUY'S FACE @ SSS IS ONE OF A KIND!

okay he makes me laugh like md since day 1 when i saw his face!

hahaha!

i dont mean in a handsome way hahah!

i'll show you how he looks like when erica or minyi uploads it.

omg i kept on laughing like shit than me,cristine,seokxian,minyi[ no order] will always like like shit when we see his face!

oh i love sss they had beds ahhh~

hehe ya so happy.

okay anyway im dozing off as i type this sentence.

anyway so sobs ness&banan went shopping & i rejected their invitation to go too cause im so tired plus no money heeh

Update:

Hey movement&dance dancers,
please take note that there will not be any dance pract on thursday, 16 Dec, due to lack of money etc.
we will resume practice on the 22 dec, 1-5pm.
if needed, we will extend pract.
please inform all the other dancers too.
thank you. :)

it's been a long time coming

current music: keep holding on- avril lavinge*[?]

Current mood: sobsation

i dont know why but i always feel sad everytime i on the comp.

hahah good excuse to not usse the comp alrdy.

anyway there's a ydance bonding camp @ 14 lor gambir & i dont know how to go there!

lalalalalalaaaa so funny[ inside joke] okay anyway im gonna have such a busy week ahead cause of heheh shopping time + others.

meeting sonia this thurs! whoo~

went jb yesterday & yay i had my manicure. so happy :)

&banani&ness permed their hair.

haah banani is a armani wannabe!

time machine

Current music: starstrukk - 3OH!3

Current mood: sad

there's so many things that i realise im missing out on.

being sec3 was an awesome experience but at the same time i forsaked many things to do something else.

i feel like there's something missing now & yea it sucks.

i missed out on a lot of things because of many stuff and yea..

whatever.

its over now, what can i do?

Breathe.

Current music: Happy- Leona Lewis

Current mood: disappointed but hopeful

this week was such a tiring week for me.

on monday,

went to istana park to teach the dance for el talento than went home.

on tuesday,

went for camp till 145pm than left to go back to istana park to teach the dance again than @ 830, we went for el talento's audition which was such a letdown. my fault.

on wednesday,

went for back for camp.

so funny @ night.

drinking coke&eating a nibble of london choco roll @ night = very high = laugh until my stomach pain

ahahahahh!

so fun @ night but i didnt sleep at all.

okay, maybe 50 mins than we had to wake up.

left camp @ 730am, hahah go home bathe than left to meet with the Vwest people for harvester meet.

went to sentosa for 3hrs than hahahah! there was this angmog who ran to us & took picture with us.

anyway, than went for the ydance audition.

than met with the Vwest people again for ben&jerrys + free starbucks.

hahah because i didnt have enoguh rest i was like hlf dead + i slept on the bus & because i was so damn tired i couldnt control my body than i kepy on sliding off.

hahah!

than went zhengkai was talking i was half asleep alrdy than when we were praying i was falling in & out of sleep.

hehehe okay totally not my fault

Today,

hahah im so happy i sleep for 13++ hours & woke up @ 12 even though we had live group @ 1045.

than just nice woke up for E! News & lunch.

hahah!

okay anyway, i still fel tired& i think i'll go sleep again.

this is totally not fair, both ness&banani[ armani* wannabe] are watching New Moon today.

i am going to stitch their mouth up when they get back even though i know its not going to be so fab cause banani kept on telling me its quite a spoiler + all mags are saying its not that good.

anyway, there's HSM3 on Disney channel tomorroe whoo~