I will be rising from the ground like a skyscraper

Why do we pretend nothing is wrong when EVERYTHING is wrong?
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Time to be real...
I guess somehow, somewhere along the way I've changed.
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Help me, save us, save me.

Close your precious eyes and just realize I'm still fighting

I am...
Anticipating many awesome things coming soon this year.
The future has been pretty much set. Church, family time, getting over with O's and dancing.

I find it such a joke to look at myself from a different point of view.
Imagining myself, seeing a physical me doing the things I do. I tell myself, Study hard, yet here I am wasting my time...
Looking at Me through my eyes, am I happy with what I am?
Guess it's not up to me to decide.

A year before, I still remembered what i did. Thank You for that..... Am advancing to yet another level. Be strong Eugenia.

I don't want to wake up and find, that I let another year go by, wasted.

I thought I was ready to bleed.

I just had the time of my life a few days back. Dancing in yet a whole new level.
Dancing for the audience of One. Wow that is just an honor for me and such a blessing and joy!
Hope Conf just brought me to a new level.
I guess this is time for me to get to know myself better. I feel that people know me better than I know myself...


For all the joy and happiness, it must obviously come to an end. Though my heart is still praying that studies can wait,
I'm still hoping with a fragile heart that my studies will have a 180 degree transformation. Still staying positive knowing that all good things come to those who wait on Him...

Just a short reminder to myself: please rest. Take time to think and renew myself.
Am keeping a fighting spirit knowing that above all these situations, You are still watching me, looking after me.


I know for sure that my future is in Your hands.