Thoughts

I've been thinking....
How much do I want it?
What truly matters?
What is my vision?
What must I do to let all these things come to pass?
How can I do it?
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I am not the most positive and secure person in the world. I do have my moments too. It sucks to feel this way. Help me to overcome this...
I know I am capable of doing this and I know I will get through from these things.
Heavy-hearted, pressed. But not crushed. Not destroyed. Not abandoned. I can do this!
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Im still holding on because I know everything will turn out just fine.