I thought I was ready to bleed.

I just had the time of my life a few days back. Dancing in yet a whole new level.
Dancing for the audience of One. Wow that is just an honor for me and such a blessing and joy!
Hope Conf just brought me to a new level.
I guess this is time for me to get to know myself better. I feel that people know me better than I know myself...


For all the joy and happiness, it must obviously come to an end. Though my heart is still praying that studies can wait,
I'm still hoping with a fragile heart that my studies will have a 180 degree transformation. Still staying positive knowing that all good things come to those who wait on Him...

Just a short reminder to myself: please rest. Take time to think and renew myself.
Am keeping a fighting spirit knowing that above all these situations, You are still watching me, looking after me.


I know for sure that my future is in Your hands.

Hoping with an eager heart

To those whose hope is gone, I hope this will change you and find your hope in Him again...

The future

I've been thinking bout my past recently...
It amazes me to know and realise how much I've changed in a sport span of... a year!?
Who I was in the past, who I am now, who I will be in the future...
Wow, it amazes me to know how time changes everything.
Looking back at last year, the things I've been through, the things that made me happy and sad, the things I have achieved makes me so excited.
Excited to know that from then on, I will be an even better person.
Time changes everything. Praying that it will mould and shape me to be an even better person.
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When I look back next year to this time, I want to feel a sense of achievement, knowing that I've been through even tougher situations, and knowing that I have conquered all things thru Him.
Shaping my future now... Whatever that I am feeling now will be useful next time.
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Tough times will definitely come, no doubt. But knowing that all You have in store for me is better than one can imagine, makes all the pain, hardship and heavy heart all worth it.
Help me to remember this.
I am only made stronger through You.

Thoughts

I've been thinking....
How much do I want it?
What truly matters?
What is my vision?
What must I do to let all these things come to pass?
How can I do it?
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I am not the most positive and secure person in the world. I do have my moments too. It sucks to feel this way. Help me to overcome this...
I know I am capable of doing this and I know I will get through from these things.
Heavy-hearted, pressed. But not crushed. Not destroyed. Not abandoned. I can do this!
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Im still holding on because I know everything will turn out just fine.

You know you are a dancer when...

"When you hear music and you make up dance to it in your head."
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"When you relate everything to dance."
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"When a new leotard makes your day."
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"When you're invited to somewhere and your response is 'I can't, I have dance.' "
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"When any pain is good pain."
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"When you have blisters on your feet for life."
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"When you dance down the hallway instead of walk."
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"When 'Practice makes perfect' isn't just a saying, but a way of life."
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Point of difference

The mid-years are round the corner and I am her blogging.......
Nah, im rushing out my coursework and the same cycle keeps on going around every year.
Anyway, I had an awesome cross country this year at Admiralty Park!
Adelene, Doris and I had so much fun!
Headed to Esplanade afterwards to chill and I must say, it's a wonderful place to be in.
It's the only place that supports the arts scene.
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I don't want to regret anything.

THIS....

Is the reason why i still breathe.