2011!

As I approach 2011, I'm really excited for many things!

I know it'll be a blast!

I'm only minutes away from the new year so just wanna post a short post.

There were many significant moments and memories in 2010 that shaped and mould me to be where i am today.

Be it good times or bad times, I am grateful for it all because without all those, my life wont be like how it is now.

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To my beloved friends who was always there for me when I died inside, when I was a bitch, when I wasn't good and nice, I really appreciate all that you've done. I know how the year was for me, when my life was meaningless for awhile, thanks for always standing by me. You are such a joy to be with!

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To my beloved church friends, thank you for making me smile when I wasn't feeling good. Thank you for spending time with me and mostly, thank you for accepting me and my flaws altogether. You are such a blessing in my life!

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To the problems and challenges I faced this year, thank you for making my life a wreck. That's when I start to see things differently in a new light. Thank you for letting me grow constantly because of the things you put in my life.

To my family, Thank you for understanding me and loving me when you see all my flaws and weakness I hide so well. Thank you for giving me the unconditional love even when I didn't meet to your expectations or when I was hollow.

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To the new year 2011. I believe this year ahead would be a great challenging year for me, and I'm looking forward to it. To be able to ignite strong even after facing such tough times would be such a memorable thing for me. To remind me that I'm still a strong girl.

I believe I can do it, and I know I'll not be alone :)

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Cheers to a wonderful 2011 ahead!

xoxo

Day 6: Five things you can’t live without

1. God.
2. Me-time alone.
3. My family and friends.
4. My iTouch
My mum once took it away from me, i had a horrible time surviving.
5.Dance.

Day 5: Six songs that you’re addicted to

1. Grenade- Bruno Mars
2. A Little Bit.
3. Vanilla Twilight- Owl City
4. Back to December- Taylor Swift
5. A Little Bit
6. A Little Bit.
(Cant get it out of my head now)

But you dont know me, you dont even care.

FIREPROOF: TESTED AND PROVEN.

@ 12 in the morning

Gina's sexy face ;)

This is us at 12am in the morning

Super lack of sleep!!

Ydance!

This holidays was one of the best holidays ever!!

As usual, dancing and church stuff takes up most of my time. Which is great you know, things I really love doing. yeah

There was the Fireproof camp which was awesome!!

for 4 days 3nights, i slept for 6hours in total.
I got back home and slept for the next 18hours. But even up till now I feel like I have lack of sleep due to camp hehe.

BTW I had roasted chicken! muhahahah

(sorry so delayed i finally found time to blog bout this)

Anyway the holidays was so exciting for me cause I finally found time to really do things that I love!
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Even through my horribly packed schedules with dance practices and church stuff, I still managed to find time to meet my beloveds!

Finally met up with the sec4 dancers and Peter not too long ago to catch up and talk! :')

Also found time to meet adelene and doris to seriously catch up after our results hehe.

Looking at my camp photos makes me tired omg.

anyway I'm super stoked for the west Xmas party!

Every one's doing such a great job!! yay

Anyway time seems to be passing so slowly, I'm waiting for bof to come but why does one hour suddenly seem so long?? :(

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Anyway our long and much awaited holiday to msia is here. Omg hahah to msia who am I kidding?

but its gonna be so fun with my family!

Love to infinity!

I'm so excited for Christmas! I wish i could stay in spore but my family is important hehe

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Now I'm having this feeling of excitement yet the feeling of fear for 2011.

Hmmm.. I'm excited for everything but yet the sense of not knowing whats gonna happen makes me a tad bit afraid. Afraid to know whether my life will be in ruins or whether my life would be infinite.

The feeling of not knowing where to head next or what to do makes me feel confused and lost. I am a person who is very much afraid of change. Most of the time. Change makes me uncomfortable. Change makes me change too. Change makes me..

But no matter whether I'm afraid or I'm excited, time waits for no man - or woman.

That's what I'm afraid of.

Time.

Day 4: Seven fears/phobias

1. Death
2. Any living thing besides humans e.g. : Dogs, dogs, dogs.
3. Heights
4. Being sick
5. Not knowing what to do in my life
6. Uncertainty
7. Being lost

Day 3: Eight things that annoy you

1. One-word replies
2. Cold responses to me when I did nothing wrong
3. Being accused of something I didn't do
4. People irritating and annoying me when I'm not in my best mood
5. People who think they know it all
6. Insects
7. My insecurities
8. When my internet gets cuts off or when the page loads very slow

Day 2: Nine things you do everyday

1. Eat
2. Sleep/stone
3. use Facebook, Tumblr and Twitter
4. Dance
5. Watch tv
6. Talk. alot.
7. Daydream
8. Overthink :/
9. Talk to God hehe

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My holidays have been a great one so far!!
Spent with all my dearies and loved ones makes me happy. :)
I've been busy with dance practices, church stuff and family stuff.
I'm really happy for everything that has happened in my life!
Its like all my efforts and hard work has finally paid off! I'm enjoying the icing off my cake now!
Anyway, short post bout the people whom i treasure alot in my life now!
Pls note they are in no order!

1. My sisters
2. Kalipp

3. Kalipoks

4. Adelend&Doris

5. VWA

( look at how happy we are)

6. VWA2

(sorry this was such a cute photo that i had to put it up, sorry if your face isnt here, i still treasure you alot!)

7. My family!!

8. Dance

Yup, i really enjoy every moment spent with them cause they make me happy :) :) :)

Life has been great and I feel very happy yay~

Cheers to happier days ahead!!

Chingay ♥

Day 1: Ten random facts about yourself

1. I like to dance.
2. I'm a christian.
3. I like to have a fit body.
4. I love to shop and wear nice clothes.
5. I love my family and my friends. alot.
6. I'm a left hander.
7. Im not exactly very tall.
8. I like to eat beef~~~~
9. I enjoy eating.
10. I seriously think i have an anger problem.

Im gonna do the things below since my holidays are so boring :(


Day 1: Ten random facts about yourself

Day 2: Nine things you do everyday

Day 3: Eight things that annoy you

Day 4: Seven fears/phobias

Day 5: Six songs that you’re addicted to

Day 6: Five things you can’t live without

Day 7: Four memories you won’t forget

Day 8: Three words you can’t go a day without using

Day 9: Two things you wish you could do

Day 10: One person you can trust

Once upon a time I was falling in love, abd now I'm only falling apart

Hey you guys i'm just gonna have a quick update on my itouch since I rarely use my comp nowadays. Everything has just passed in a flash.
My major papers are over, my holiday has began. Camp is coming!!
Now that I have nothing to do at home at all, I start to think a lot! I'm really happy most of the time but you know when you just start to think-I become the most depressed girl on earth. Like I already decided and made plans for so many stuff, and I start to over think and than I start to hesitate and worry whether my choice was right. Hmm I hate this feeling :(
but really thank God for still helping me overcome all these and yea I try my best not to overthink now.
So anyway my purpose of blogging today was because CAMP IS COMING!!!!
I am really looking forward for camp everything!!
Looking forward to shopping trips with adelene&doris and the vwa girls!! Wheee not forgetting my beloved pokkies and kalipp!!
<3<3<3
so anyway off to watch my beloved Joshua!!

Life - The way it is

pic from: Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts.

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I need more faith.

Way back into love

I spent my September holidays having my N level exams and spent almost every single day with them:




With VwestC hahaha. I had so much fun with them laughing and learning and having fun.
How am i suppose to sum this up? hmmmm..
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Last Thursday,
We went for Metamorphosis which was AWESOME!!!!
I had so much fun laughing and playing and laughing hahahah!
hehe our YOG hahhahaha.
Metamorphosis games and extended praise and worship was superb and it left me feeling refreshed and renewed hahaha.
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Last Friday,
We had our VwestC2 outing @ ECP which was so fun!
we cycled and i managed to learn how to cycle! whee

VwestC2[ exclude the guy]

Minyi and I couldn't cycle so we were learning how to cycle which was so funny hhahah.

Thank God for everyone for being so patient towards us cause we were like screaming and falling down hahaha.

This was how i look like when i was learning how to cycle:

EPIC!

After cycling, i went to meet Adelene & Doris to go to the Alive gallery @ Downtown which was super fun!

hahah although i was super late which made everyone pissed cause i was lost but it was still very very fun! haha

Last Saturday,

Had the usual service and it has definitely changed my perspective of many things hahah.

Had fun with everyone laughing heheheheh.

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Last Sunday,

I was suppose to go for the Pi retreat but didn't go in the end cause I needed to study and there wasn't many dancers going so I didn't go.

Anyway, celebrated ah ma's 80th birthday @ ... hotel.

Fun fun fun happy happy happy :)

Cousin's shot

Ending this with my favourite picture!!!!

LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE!!!

In order to achieve greater things in the future, you have to sacrifice what you want to do now.

BRB.
I'm trying to achieve greater things

I am going to spend one day @ Starbucks or Coffee Bean drinking and reading my book and watching people pass me by.

love.

It's been awhile

Current mood: Happy and contented

Current music: --

You know how happniess overtakes your entire being and everything just seems right?

yup im feeling that now.

:D

anyway, i am really touched by people who asked me not to give up hahah cause i wrote on my fackbook status saying that im giving up ...

yupyup, it feels great to be happy :)

and i recently watched Step Up 3D with the ydance members last friday.

It is reallly something that anyone cannot ever miss cause its so good!

The people there are not just talented, they are meant to dance. seriously, its so hard to find someone - let alone a group of people, who are meant to dance. lovelovelovelovelove.

love the Glee guy who is inside Step Up 3 too cause he is an extremely talented dancer.

anyway, having my prelims now which is taking a toil on me cause i havent been studying alot lately now so im cramming up many notes in my head and im just so tired and i want to sleeeep.

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I'm holding on so tightly that no one can pull me away from it.

So sick of wishing you were still here

Current music: -

Current mood: happy but sad

This week has been an awesome week for me!

been having so many ess practise and rehearsals for like a month or so, and now its over.

hahah having mixed feelings bout it.

i seriously gained so much more than i ever wanted by performing in this ess.

being in ydance and leaving my sch dance for a while has totally changed my perspective of how much i love dance so much and how the world is so beautiful and nice :)

serious, the passion of my love for dance has increased by ten billion percent.

hahah okay I'm joking. but i am so happy and delighted and overjoyed and grateful to be part of the ess.

wheeeeee, happy days happy days :)

im so gonna miss the late rehearsals and my praying so hard that i wont be late for school the next day and trying so hard just to get the correct emotions hahaha.

in short, I AM SO HAPPY!

anyway, i have like 2 pictures of the dancers in my phone but the quality sucks hahah so not gonna post it up.

its so funny how i used to be depressed over something, and how God made a way for me and how much i love what he did.

anyway, ONLY 2 SHORT MONTHS TO GO!

p.s. i am so determined to go and join a dance troupe now!

Leave unsaid, unspoken

Current music: love the way you lie

Current mood: hopeful

this week was a great week!

had the ess performance which was great though i still cant figure a way to feel sad for that item hahaha.

after the ess performance, rushed back to school for the YOG opening ceremony rehearsal which was awesome!

we represented the athletes and the YOG performance was really extremely nice!

had so much fun laughing and screaming and laughing.

and i had a great day on sun because i slept till 4pm!!!!!

great day to catch up on my sleep!

spent my national day having dance pract from 11-6 which was great.

this was what we did:

it spells out ydance btw.
anyway, had rehearsal again yesterday which was great because i spent my afternoon studying with ness @ bpp before heading to orchard to go to borders than for dance.
had an awesome Wednesday today because school is so short. went to queensway with adelene to check the pricing of the shirt plus printing fee etc. and we had our meatballs @ Ikea. yumz.

anyway, another 2 short months till the end of n levels! cant wait!

I know a place where the grass is really greener

Current mood: lazy

Current music: none

The past week was pretty busy and tiring due to the ess practs and rehearsals.

anyway, had ess practs on mon, tues and fri which was great ahaha

and it was Qiuxuan's birthday yesterday so had a celebration @ her house yesterday.

hahah had so much fun laughing at the most random stuff and it was so hot and sweaty but it was so much fun hahah.

miss the good old days :(

Happy birthday Qiuxuan!
anway, im gonna be even busier this week cause i have ess practs every single day till 10plus. its gonna be so exciting! doing my testimonial now which is so difficult to write and im so distracted by the things around me hahah. anyway, on a different note, there,s like a math test every monday so im literally stuffing all the information in my head the night before. hahahah
LOOK BELOW! HOT.HOT.HOT!

LOVE ROBERT PATTINSON~

For us is too late, and the credits start to roll

Current music: why dont you love me- Beyonce

Current mood: sad

I realise im getting stronger and stronger.

i just deleted everything that i had typed out to post.

right now, the only battle im facing is the horrible n lvls and myself.

to be caught in a situation where you would love to do what you want to do, but having objections along the way hurts so bad, that till today my heart still aches.

they say time will heal all wounds.

do they really mean it?

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Define happiness.

Never would have said forever, if i knew it wouldn't last

Current music: 6 feet under the stars- ...

Current mood: happy!

I am such a happy girl :) :)

today passed by in a flash.

lessons were so short except for chem, which dragged on till eternity thanks to Mrs khoo.

this is why i love her so much.

haha, went to UT for lunch with Adelene&Doris after teaching Joan the dance.

went home to bathe than left for lg followed by dance @ nexus.

anyway, I'm gonna be so happy cause i found something to make me slightly busy :)

anyway, found some super overdued photos on my comp:
Photos during Dewen's farewell

VWC

Shi Hui, Me, Wei Xian

D.E.W.S!

Cristine

ahahah super overdued, hahah anyway, i still wonder why our name was called dews?

The falling of the raining is deafening

. Current music: the music from cristine's blog!

Current mood: sad and affected

I just deleted everything i typed which i meant to post.

i guess i am stronger than i think i am.

I have a huge urge to go to a foreign country and take a long long long stroll.

Dance dance, we're fallin' apart to half time

I want to dance.
I am going to dance.
I will dance.
I miss dancing.

MULAN!

Current music: airplanes- b.o.b. ft. hayley williams

Current mood: calm

The past week was pretty boring for me.

didnt really do much except laugh like a mad woman and talk and spend time with my friends.

heheh.

anyway, watched Eclipse with Qiuxuan on the day that the movie was released, omg i am once again in love with the whole Twilight saga.

love love love love love love love.

hahah, anyway had a farewell for Dewen last sat cause he's leaving for the adults ministry, sad, but changes makes us all stronger :)

anyway, just saw this on a tumblr page:

Everyone thought you know that Rob and Kirsten didnt kiss etcetc

BUT THEY DID!

Dingningningningning!!!!!
hahahah, i was just telling ness about it last night while playing Monopoly Deal till late @ night.
hahah
anyway, this is why i love Mulan so much:

BECAUSE MULAN IS ZHANG ZI YI!!!!!
not techically, but, in the picture it is!
hahaha, i love Zhang Zi Yi, she's seriously an asian goddess.
hehehehe so pretttttyyyyyyyy~
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haha anyway, so glad today is a holiday.

Cant wait till the end of N lvls!~

California Gurls we're unforgettable

Current music: California Gurls- Katy Perry ft. Snoop Dog

Current mood: tired

Every since school has started, every teacher will come in the class by saying : How long is it to your N level?'

yea, so horrible, teachers love to add on to our stress.

anyway, we're left with 68 more days to the start of N levels.

I am pretty happy about it because once N levels end, wheeeeee holidays~~

but at the same time, i'll have to study my guts out.

the worst thing about the new term?

There's 4 periods of fnn lessons per week.

That means seeing ms sng almost everyday and rushing out my coursework.

Fabulous.

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Anyway, on a totally different mood, guess what?

omg i dont believe it but maybe you guys do but well whatever, look look look!!

This is Artie from Gleee.

wow he looks so different.

haha i heard he's the best dancer among all of them.

such a pity that he's on the wheelchair everytime.

hahah.

anyway, here's how he looks like in real life:

Wow.

The final blow hits you

Current music: A Day late- anberlin

Current mood: sad

You know how it sucks so much to know how you decided on something a few weeks ago, than to realise that you are uncertain of your decision?

It sucks to realise how you've already planned everything, and suddenly, just a word could crush your entire plan.

It sucks to realise how you would never fully treasure what you have until its gone and all you can do it cry and do nothing about it.

It sucks to know that everyone is moving on except for you.

It sucks when you know what you have to do, but you would never find the peserverance to complete it.

It sucks when i feel helpless.

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I just wanna crawl under my quilt and cry.

Love love love love love.

People whom i love and/or has made significant changes in my life.

Finally after 2-3 months of hesitation and laziness, i finally decided to post about the people that i love. If you guys feels that i should have put up your picture but didn't, pls pls pls tell me and i also apologise if i forgot to put up your picture because I'm using a new comp, and the photos are all on my thumb drive which is pretty messed up so i might have lost your photo. So, some pictures might be super old and some might be super ugly so pls don't mind them. By the way, pls take note that the pictures are in no order because the pictures came from different albums so i just took which ever that i saw first. SO, let's get started.
p.s. i cant wait for eclipse!

Adelene.

[sorry adelene!]

Family.

Banan&Ness.

Doris.

Caifang

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VWC

Joey.

Joan.

Genevieve.

Qiuxuan.

Yingyi.

Adelene&doris

Serene.

Kallip.

Zoe.

Sec 4 dancers.

Twilight Saga.

p.s. Did Rob& Kirsten really kiss in the MTV movie awards?