Holding tight

the end point is always the best thing in life, yet no one seems to get that. not even me.

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No, happily never after
That just ain't for me because finally
I know I deserve better after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall

the world's moving, but im not.

Current music: no air- Glee soundtrack

Current mood: thoughtful

I've been thinking lately that last year wasa a year that i had to actually make time& to plan my time wisely but this year is about me letting go.

&i thought that making time was hard, but letting go is harder.

im at a process of letting go now, but ..

i know i can do it :) :)

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anyway, today was pretty boring. went for musical pract today from 10-5 which was pretty yawnfest.

hahaha no im kidding.

im really kidding.

no no no musical was pretty fun today :) :)

was kinda lost because everything was changed on mon but yay now i totally understand everything.

so eager for some things to come but at the same time i also dread for some things to come.

anyway, im dying because i have no clue as to what to dance for the west anni which is next week.

HELP!

feedlefeedumfeedoom

Current music: Telephone- lady gaga ft beyonce

Current mood: sucky

having mixed feelings about many stuff right now.

don't wanna elaborate much but its really very disheartening to know that people give up on things quite easily.

i mean, i give up on many stuffs in my life too, but its about hanging on and to always see the end point.

its pretty frustrating to see people around me give up on so many stuff when i know that they can hold on to it.

damn.

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shifting gears, life is totally horrible now.

i've been having prefects camp etcetc the past few days.

it was so fun and we were just talking about how we love to have so many things in our schedule and to always feel like we've got something to do.

its that extra push that make me wanna live my life.

i love feeling that i have a lot of things to do and i kinda love the business because i feel busy.

yes, i know i am a psycho but life is boring now it sucks.

i hate doing nothing at home but i just cant lift my butt away from my computer chair to start studying.

i seriously need that extra push to get my fat butt to move and to start studying.

damnit.damnit.damnit.

p.s. i cant wait for eclipse!

Dance: an artistic form of nonverbal communication.
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Been thinking lately to join a dance troupe after n lvls or o lvls.
not sure whether i should take something totally different of stick to what i know.
hmmm..

"i am alone at the crossroads."

froyo

Current music: baby- justin bieber ft ______

Current mood: bored

Staying @ home eating fro-grapes and hearing the same song over&over and having my antibiotics stuck @ my throat.

i am literally dying.

i hate having nothing on for me to do.

everyone's @ camp while im home doing nothing.

i just realised being home is so damn boring.

anyway, im finishing up my fro-grapes & i havent eaten my lunch so.. anyway, the past week was horribly bored.

stayed @ home for 2 days cause of my infection, than went back to school on wed&had musical pract. thursday was pretty awesome because its a carefree day~

didnt do much on fri except falling asleep while everyone was having dance because i could only watch them dance cause of my stupid infection. went for the musical dance pract which i wasnt involved in than learnt the steps for dance works than flew home to get changed than left o qiuxuan's house for a sleepover.

had so much fun eating+talking+falling in&out of sleep+having our movie marathon_deciding to leave qiuxuan's house @ 4 so we can eat mac's breakfast but we all slept before 4+playing bowling on qiuxuan's tv because we were so damn bored+there was no shows+if we watched a movie, everyone would fall asleep.

haha!

decided to wake up @ 6 so that i could have breakfast with joan&kayal but i was stoning like mad so i was extremely late.

reached school @ 10 for musical pract which was so damn tiring&boring.

flew to lot to meet with the girls&boys than went to spore flyer.

had so much fun laughing like shit and basically entertaining ourselves.

hahaha!

flew back to cityhall to meet mum for my facial than met dad for dinner.

on sunday, met dad to get his BB with banan. met mum afterwards than bought my contacts&celebrated ness's good results for her A levels @ crystal jade.

hahaah it was damn funny!

so anyway, im gonna rot @ home for the next 3 days.

sobs ):

btw, did i mention that rob is so so so cute in the picture above?

if i dont see you anymore,

Current music: Far away- Nickelback

Current mood: happy

gonna post some chingay peeks that i grabbed from joey's blog.

haha, anyway, i dont know what to write for my chingay experience that i have to hand in tomorow..

so anyway, didnt go to school today because my wound was infected.

so sucky ):

so anyway,

Group photo with peterteo&xujie

serene,zoe,joey,qiuxuan,me

Sec 4 group photo.

so, gonna end this post with a super cute peek of us jumping.

i've got the photo that sally took, it was extremely candid&real.

gonna post it soon!