For us is too late, and the credits start to roll

Current music: why dont you love me- Beyonce

Current mood: sad

I realise im getting stronger and stronger.

i just deleted everything that i had typed out to post.

right now, the only battle im facing is the horrible n lvls and myself.

to be caught in a situation where you would love to do what you want to do, but having objections along the way hurts so bad, that till today my heart still aches.

they say time will heal all wounds.

do they really mean it?

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Define happiness.

Never would have said forever, if i knew it wouldn't last

Current music: 6 feet under the stars- ...

Current mood: happy!

I am such a happy girl :) :)

today passed by in a flash.

lessons were so short except for chem, which dragged on till eternity thanks to Mrs khoo.

this is why i love her so much.

haha, went to UT for lunch with Adelene&Doris after teaching Joan the dance.

went home to bathe than left for lg followed by dance @ nexus.

anyway, I'm gonna be so happy cause i found something to make me slightly busy :)

anyway, found some super overdued photos on my comp:
Photos during Dewen's farewell

VWC

Shi Hui, Me, Wei Xian

D.E.W.S!

Cristine

ahahah super overdued, hahah anyway, i still wonder why our name was called dews?

The falling of the raining is deafening

. Current music: the music from cristine's blog!

Current mood: sad and affected

I just deleted everything i typed which i meant to post.

i guess i am stronger than i think i am.

I have a huge urge to go to a foreign country and take a long long long stroll.

Dance dance, we're fallin' apart to half time

I want to dance.
I am going to dance.
I will dance.
I miss dancing.

MULAN!

Current music: airplanes- b.o.b. ft. hayley williams

Current mood: calm

The past week was pretty boring for me.

didnt really do much except laugh like a mad woman and talk and spend time with my friends.

heheh.

anyway, watched Eclipse with Qiuxuan on the day that the movie was released, omg i am once again in love with the whole Twilight saga.

love love love love love love love.

hahah, anyway had a farewell for Dewen last sat cause he's leaving for the adults ministry, sad, but changes makes us all stronger :)

anyway, just saw this on a tumblr page:

Everyone thought you know that Rob and Kirsten didnt kiss etcetc

BUT THEY DID!

Dingningningningning!!!!!
hahahah, i was just telling ness about it last night while playing Monopoly Deal till late @ night.
hahah
anyway, this is why i love Mulan so much:

BECAUSE MULAN IS ZHANG ZI YI!!!!!
not techically, but, in the picture it is!
hahaha, i love Zhang Zi Yi, she's seriously an asian goddess.
hehehehe so pretttttyyyyyyyy~
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haha anyway, so glad today is a holiday.

Cant wait till the end of N lvls!~

California Gurls we're unforgettable

Current music: California Gurls- Katy Perry ft. Snoop Dog

Current mood: tired

Every since school has started, every teacher will come in the class by saying : How long is it to your N level?'

yea, so horrible, teachers love to add on to our stress.

anyway, we're left with 68 more days to the start of N levels.

I am pretty happy about it because once N levels end, wheeeeee holidays~~

but at the same time, i'll have to study my guts out.

the worst thing about the new term?

There's 4 periods of fnn lessons per week.

That means seeing ms sng almost everyday and rushing out my coursework.

Fabulous.

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Anyway, on a totally different mood, guess what?

omg i dont believe it but maybe you guys do but well whatever, look look look!!

This is Artie from Gleee.

wow he looks so different.

haha i heard he's the best dancer among all of them.

such a pity that he's on the wheelchair everytime.

hahah.

anyway, here's how he looks like in real life:

Wow.

The final blow hits you

Current music: A Day late- anberlin

Current mood: sad

You know how it sucks so much to know how you decided on something a few weeks ago, than to realise that you are uncertain of your decision?

It sucks to realise how you've already planned everything, and suddenly, just a word could crush your entire plan.

It sucks to realise how you would never fully treasure what you have until its gone and all you can do it cry and do nothing about it.

It sucks to know that everyone is moving on except for you.

It sucks when you know what you have to do, but you would never find the peserverance to complete it.

It sucks when i feel helpless.

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I just wanna crawl under my quilt and cry.