puffy green clouds

LOVE.
i wish i could rewind time.
i wish i could not regret what i did in the past.
i wish i could treasure what i had.
i wish i could understand how i feel now last time.
i wish. i wish. i wish.
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not really enjoying my life now.
sigh, life is totally meaningless and boring.
dreading for tomorrow to come because i dont find joy in going to school anymore.
i used to have this little excitement everyday in the past whenever i woke up and realise what i had planned for today.
but today, as i woke up, there was no little excitement to make me a tad bit happier.
i tend to take things really slow when i dont find a excitement or a little joy in what i do.
no wonder mum was saying ' you've been leaving the house late for school nowadays'.
what can i say? 'oh because i dont find any joy in my life now.'
imagine if a mother hears their child saying that.
its been a long time since i walk with a bounce and feel that little joy and happiness every alternate second.
sigh i just feel like crying

its our last time, to share the stage
before we go our separate ways
high school wasnt meant to last forever