Monday, December 20, 2010

But you dont know me, you dont even care.

FIREPROOF: TESTED AND PROVEN.
@ 12 in the morning

Gina's sexy face ;)

This is us at 12am in the morning

Super lack of sleep!!

Ydance!
This holidays was one of the best holidays ever!!
As usual, dancing and church stuff takes up most of my time. Which is great you know, things I really love doing. yeah
There was the Fireproof camp which was awesome!!
for 4 days 3nights, i slept for 6hours in total.
I got back home and slept for the next 18hours. But even up till now I feel like I have lack of sleep due to camp hehe.
BTW I had roasted chicken! muhahahah
(sorry so delayed i finally found time to blog bout this)
Anyway the holidays was so exciting for me cause I finally found time to really do things that I love!
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Even through my horribly packed schedules with dance practices and church stuff, I still managed to find time to meet my beloveds!
Finally met up with the sec4 dancers and Peter not too long ago to catch up and talk! :')
Also found time to meet adelene and doris to seriously catch up after our results hehe.
Looking at my camp photos makes me tired omg.
anyway I'm super stoked for the west Xmas party!
Every one's doing such a great job!! yay
Anyway time seems to be passing so slowly, I'm waiting for bof to come but why does one hour suddenly seem so long?? :(
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Anyway our long and much awaited holiday to msia is here. Omg hahah to msia who am I kidding?
but its gonna be so fun with my family!
Love to infinity!
I'm so excited for Christmas! I wish i could stay in spore but my family is important hehe
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Now I'm having this feeling of excitement yet the feeling of fear for 2011.
Hmmm.. I'm excited for everything but yet the sense of not knowing whats gonna happen makes me a tad bit afraid. Afraid to know whether my life will be in ruins or whether my life would be infinite.
The feeling of not knowing where to head next or what to do makes me feel confused and lost. I am a person who is very much afraid of change. Most of the time. Change makes me uncomfortable. Change makes me change too. Change makes me..
But no matter whether I'm afraid or I'm excited, time waits for no man - or woman.
That's what I'm afraid of.
Time.

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